nerves... the unknown...

So tomorrow is the BIG day my surgery day. I'm nervous, I think in part because if something were to happen to me I have so much more to loose than I would've 5-10 years ago. Which I guess juet reaffairms what I already know, that I love how my life has turned out. I never imagined myslef as a soccer Mom, but that's exactly who I am.. and DAMN proud of it

We're watching American Idol. Amanda was sent home, no big surprise she was different.. and we know what the world thinks about those who are different...